You've destroyed me in every beautiful way possible. Ripped me like your torn up jeans and shredded my heart in to tiny bits. You were a stubborn mess. I tried so hard. But you were hopeless. You entered like a tornado, And I thought you were a blessing. But little did I know that you were meant to be just a lesson in my life. Your love was like water. I drowned in it and And couldn't live without it. But what did you do? Just flowed out of my life like all of it never happened. Didn't know the flashbacks and memories would slowly creep in to my life and bother me. I know I shouldn't be writing this. But I wouldn't have been where I am today without all those heartbreaks. At some point I wasn't ready to accept the fact that you weren't mine. I agree I have acted like an immature brat but honestly I couldn't have asked for a better teacher. I have learnt how to fake a smile and deal with sorrow. I have learnt to live with the pain and the unrecoverable breathless moments. I have been done and dusted, I know an old chapter, I ain't the reason behind your smile anymore. You went teaching me a lot of things. I didn't realize until I had completely fallen. Well, my mistake. Stupid heart. Now you know my pumping machine, how mordacious falling in love could be. Thank you for all the damage and making me wiser.
I know it has been really long since I posted something. I will try posting regularly. :))
Anyways, this poem is a quick reminder to all of you out there. Start taking things positively. If your heart has been broken then just embrace the pain and take it as a lesson. Don't try to suppress your feelings. You are allowed to feel sad. You are allowed to break down but make sure you dont make it last too long. Get over it. You will find someone way better. Someone who understands you and gets you. Someone, who wouldn't leave your side ever. So just let go your past and make space for what's coming. Not everybody is serious when it comes to relationships. Some people take it for granted and some people just cut in between and move on. They don't even have the will to hold on. Even if there are millions of reasons to give up, love always finds one reason to hold on. So just take it as a lesson and choose wisely who you open up to.