The Actress steps out To an audience of eyes Making slow assessment Staring at her, through her Each subtlety of her motion A tell-sign of her mind
So The Actress fills her mind With foreign thoughts Buries herself in research And imagined feelings That seep into her own Until she is her part
And The Actress is no more And actress but a puppet Ambling through a cut-out of a life Letting their eyes burrow deeper But not deep enough to see Her lying to them
But The Actress pays her price For to lie that deeply Requires honest belief in her own Fictitious existence And who she is ceases to be In favour of a character
And as The Actress steps off stage She is blind to her reality And emptied of truth For she carries the eyes with her In her mind, in her reflection Until she is no longer sure She is an actress at all