one day I will lost
not from the world
but within myself.

dreams died
empty life
no way to go on.

tried to love myself
but cant even look in the mirror
with a smile.

restlessness all day
insomnia at night
lost interest in all I had.

who are my friends?
where is my love?
my mom and dad is all I have.

tired of findings answers
to what have I become
because there are no reasons left.

all I know is
I lost that crazy fun happy girl
left with a sad scared lonely one.

if something
don't change all this
I will be lost.