When the world is asleep and my back aches from the tension I lay and stare The sliver of light that sneaks in from the busy street below can only hold my attention for so long My eyes wander and find the back of your head Looking away from me eyes closed no worries While lightning bolts slice down my spine My eyes heavy with sleep my body electrocuted and on fire No calming me now You told me once to find a happy place There are so many I know there are but I can't find them Calm ocean scenes interrupted by tsunamis Family holidays with earth shattering accidents Laying on your chest and the ground moves as you tell me you're leaving me Is my mind playing tricks or is it all impending doom The storm in my body shocks my brain and I can't tell the difference between real and dreams Or is it my reality now Not sleeping just staring Envious of you, as you are oblivious of the weather in our bed