somewhere inside of her she was broken, with wounds no doctor could heal it was like she'd lost her history and forgotten all of her future she only thought now of the present breathing for that moment when the knife took all the hurt away living for the lonely void inside that the streaming blood could somehow fill and just for that single moment she didn't have to think about the true pain... the pain that hurt the most another day in that life, of being that person, the crashing dreams the bleeding took it all away and once again she felt that she was whole.