Alone again. Did I let it happen, Did my ego lose a battle with this ever-lasting chaos, It must be so, Because my ego made it clear, You will never write again your paper will stay clean. And my heavy cloud aimed at me again, It became a mask to hide me from the page. It hid me from myself and said this was now me, It said I have no one to blame but false reality. It told me I was perfect, It told me life's for me, It told me to forget the truth and then it buried it. and just when I imagined this lie to be my life, I saw myself in broken glass and I have had enough. enough of being human or falsely living free, And ego had to die three times to make my chaos clear. No more lies, No more masks, No more perfect scenes. now I understand myself, for who I choose to be. In my raw reality, living lies is not for me. Painted with pain and scars of my past, Once more I can create something that will last.
Memories of cold before my eyes unfold, Waking from my dreams and in my mind they grow. Today my soul is tempted but I choose to be patient. Today I am making peace with all of my creation. This is my true face, This is my rebirth. The reaper I was hiding from was living the truth.
Now I know freedom by the taste of bitter, And I know I'll soon forget thoughts that were sweeter. My destruction is creation, My death is a new page, I will write an introduction with ego's dying breath.