Most days I survive But it would be unkind And sort of rude If I did not take a day Or a night here and there Just to grieve For the heart Ripped from my chest And the soul ****** from betweeen my toes They were mine And they were stolen A blessing in a way But still my nerves Are frayed and split And send messages to a brain Overloaded with drugs And fill with pain So tonight a grieve One candle lit And one sleeve barred Goodnight I say Goodnight you sleep But you will rest While my skin weeps