Life has got me feeling down a shade of sadness paints the halls my worries got me feeling **** I'm too young to feel this way I gave up drugs but I want a hit my soul turns old and silver grey money problems at twenty years my mother's sickness has my family in tears I hate this life I'll admit it didn't want to offend the people closest to me in my life by saying it's so
Now I don't care to be honest I have to be true a life of happiness isn't possible with my state of mind and I've been thinking this for a very long time I'm miserable and sometimes I want to die but I'm a coward and cowards seldom die we run and we ***** and we moan and we cry sobbing at the fact it's ourselves we loathe I want to drown myself in a sea of liquor no less forgetting my worries this life and it's stress