Shattered. Broken. Crushed. no. please no, not again. Asphyxiate. Strangle. Smother. the pain.. please just make it stop. please. Pierce. Penetrate. Plunge. why aren't you listening to me? why won't you help me? WHY DON'T YOU CARE?! Agony. Affliction. Torture. **** me. just **** me. end it all please. Silence. Paradise. Sleep. I'm not afraid of *death. but is death afraid of me?
To me, this is how depression feels when it gets stronger and harder to handle and harder pretend as if it isn't there.