Her shot eyes screamed at her to go to sleep But her demons convinced her not too She hears that the only way to live is to fear death In her case that means fear is a threat Her thighs are swelling from forgotten memories of the past scarring And her wrist itch everytime she looks at it and remembers what she had given up She questions herself if it was worth the relief that she lost And the demons convince her that the relief should not have been lost at all