nerves intertwined
with the natural environment
breathing nature in and out
heart beating
with the rhythms of the surroundings
harmony
instinctual evolution
you want more than this?
there is nothing better than nativity
you made life worse
the people colonialism slandered
are better than you
than you will ever become
I told myself
quietly
comforting my tainted worries
like an eternal mother
to sleep