Her perfectly penciled lipstick matches the color of the flowers in the center piece that sits upon the starched white linen tablecloth at the restaurant bar Party banter is in surround sound Champagne crystal stemware clinks Silver Lennox service tinks and βWhere did you get that dressβ? conversations strain her ears in the background And yet, the polite smile on her lips would have you believe that she is okay with the vacant chairs beside her Not wanting to stand out she busily fills several cocktail napkins with white wine verbs and espresso nouns trying to capture the laughter, music, and ambient light inside the uncomfortable Cinderella atmosphere until heading home where there are no people present to make her feel so completely alone