Have lots of dreams but I can't do anything to follow them Why my life is like this? Why do I need to cry just make myself feel better? Why there's nothing good happening even if I did sacrifice and understand them? I know there's a lot who suffered more than what I feel right now. But why can't I just get over this feeling? Maybe I'm weak that the only solution I'm thinking is death. Why?
Why this need to happen to a twenty years old girl? Should I just keep enjoying my young life? Why did they force me to be mature when I already am and all I do is understand them.