Yes I'm afraid that I will NEVER find a man as handsome and as suitable as him.
may be the bar for a suitable man is as limited as I feel.
If only he had the courage to accept me and if only he had faith in himself to do certain things. After almost many months of working on me, on forgiving and accepting the reality of the past and MOVING, I feel stuck on those memories.
Those memories have become thoughts, which have become dreams and those have become my wishes in my diaries. So, where have I really moved on?
I still feel the desire to go back to him.
I still feel he should be a man enough to burn some ***** and jump all the lines of love and limitations and let his heart scream for me. Let him come here and then melt his screams for me.
Let him tell me how he longs to be with me and how he would do anything to get another shot at this relationship as it is with me that he feels the sun is worth more than any gold or money,that it is with me he can be brave as I'm bold, that he is ready to be that GOD for me to believe in and that he thinks I'm the only and I will forever be his only 'QUEEN'.