There are thirty of us under a torn canopy where the sound of wind blowing against canvas assaults me as if I were being beaten. We will soon ride into the hills and **** pine; to fell the mighty as if the mighty are horseweeds. Every callused man here hates his weapon; worn chainsaws that would make better tools to fight wolves than walk the earth clearing stands of timber. ************** Twelve of the original thirty loggers come back for our 48th consecutive day; it rains as if prehistoric elk hover over the camp and **** a lake upon us. Six men go home within an hour because farming and stocking cans of tuna at grocery stores appear more plausible than wallowing in mire with saws, wedges, and chains with links the size of your motherβs fist. It is work and ******* every man needs to eat or help feed a family. The money is not good, conditions like Czechoslovakia WW II.