some times
i feel the need
to pull away
the need
to hide

from everyone

sometimes
i just find the world
so overwhelming
so much about it
crushes my soul
it hurts

but

even when i want
to be invisible
a little voice inside
whispers
'i wish you would
come find me'

and

despite the pain i feel
being trodden
under foot
it simply doesn't
compare
to the pain
of missing you

when all i want to do
is disappear