Don't mourn for me My body may be empty But my soul is free
Free from pain And struggle
Free from rejection And abandonment
Free from the weight of the world And high expectations
I'm soaring with the eagles And swimming with the whales
I'm finally happy And at peace
Something I've longed for my entier life But never found
I wasn't as strong As you say I was Because there I lay Cold and lifeless
Do you believe me now? I was on a fishing line Hanging on by a thread On the edge
I told you So many times And I know you heard me But there was nothing to do But sit and wait
Well, I was sick of waiting And playing games Sick of medications That gave me false hope
I couldn't do it My emotional state Died a long time ago And my physical state Was that of a machine Going through the motions
I couldn't love Or help Or forgive
I couldn't feel
So please don't mourn for me My body may be empty But my soul is free
I'm so close to being done.... I'm numb. My heart hurts. My body is weak. I'm fighting for my family and friends tho. Not for me. I've lost hope in myself.