Reading during lunch On the screened in back porch When I notice Apart from the other moths That are fluttering and Kissing the bent, thick Stems of the spider plants That grow against the dirt Stained panels of the porch
A little white moth Smashing itself against The inside of the wire mesh Windows
My book open on my lap I watched him beat his Powdered body fruitlessly Looking for a way to rejoin His other moths amongst The spider plant blossoms Wilted white and Putrefying purple
Still open I rested the books sturdy Spine on the smudged glass Of the coffee table
It took me a few times To cup him in my palms Giving him a wide berth In his fleshy cell his wings Still beat furiously against The worn lines in my hands
I didn't open the storm door I poked my hands through A hole the hounds had made And cracked open the restraints Of the little white moth
He sat unmoving on the edge Of my fingers Wings still Antennae still Before fluttering off Into the syrupy hues Of the August afternoon
I sat back down Looked to the open face Of my book and wiped The residue of the Little white moth onto My dress pants
Like the feverish beating Of its wings on my hands The bleached brushstrokes On my dress pants From the little white moth Have since disappeared