It was hard to breath; death was coming for me soon. I knew I had so much left to do, but I’m out of time. I always thought and sometimes even dreamed about death. I have wanted to die for a while now. I keep telling myself I’m not afraid, I’m afraid though and I want you to hold me please. Hold me in your arms and tell me I will be alright, hold me in your arms until I fall asleep. Never let me go please, maybe then things will be alright for you and me.