In secret from afar They'd all swear I'd differ In everyway, everyday.. The ink stains all these thoughts Like hope and it's all for naught And the swirl of the eddy That was your written name Poisons what holds me steady And I'm drunk on the fame Of being an idea Some day soon I'd be all you hold dear All in secret from afar 'Cause you're all that's fair And I'm all that's forbidden.. I couldn't bear to have you beaten By the lies of my tongue And my fickle heart..