I still remember all the stuff I did when I was just a little kid such warm memories of chasing squirrels and climbing trees running free and flying kites I would never flee getting in fights so much energy riding bikes no such jeopardy going on hikes.
I would sit for hours and imagine I had super powers where I could fly across the fields and wave at passersby's on tops of hills I used to read so many books and didn't care about the way I looked please bring back that small child so once again I can truly smile.
I believed the world was full with good that everybody had some food I guess my parents protected me so reality I couldn't see when really its filled with so much bad where half the world is starving and the other half sad why would anyone want to have a child? to raise them in a world so desolate and wild.
Sometimes I wish I was still ten but this is now and that was then I may no longer have my innocence long since squandered for independence free to travel where I could only dream and see the things I've never seen so I may not smile so easily or still laugh as freely but I can love you dearly for now I understand so clearly what it means when you hold my hand and what it's like to truly kiss I now know what love really is not a word thrown about in playgrounds but something grown from the heart that pounds only when you are around.
So if I had my time again to live my life from the age of ten I wouldn't worry about the little things or care what the future brings I would seize every opportunity Instead of living my life so fruitlessly I may only write nothing but the truth but it means nothing without my youth.
This is a follow up to another poem I wrote called 'Nothing But the Truth' however I have not posted that poem because its deeply personal and 3 times as long. This was originally written on 31/3/14.