I texted my mom, I said goodnight. I took a shower, I thought I would check my phone after that. I could barely stand in the shower. I am dizzy, my baby cousin ate more food tonight than I did these past 3 days. I weighed myself I lost 9 pounds. I thought of the reasons I was starving myself. I checked my phone, my mom said night. I was hoping she would say I love you Steph.