I want to wake up forgetting everything about you
just as how you woke up forgetting about us
I want to sleep without a single thought of you in my head
just as how you slept without thinking about how my day was
I want to escape from having nightmares of our memories
just as how you stayed in the delusion without any image of me
I want to believe that you never actually cared
just as how you doubted how much you meant to me.
I want to
I really do
I would if I could but I can't.