me too, but literally like all of a sudden out of nowhere all this emotion has hit me like
1- im not skinny enough for society
2- my curves arent curves
3- makeup doesn't do **** all to hide my imperfections
4- i cry every time i look at myself in the mirror
5- ill never be the definition of pretty
im over trying and failing each time reality has finally hit me im never going to be the person i desire to be
and its heart breaking. because i dont want to be who i am
i want to be someone else, i dont want the scars on my thighs and arms
i dont want the stretch makes on my hips and legs
i dont want to have anything else that defines me as me
but unfortunately i cant change that and im stuck with the body i ruined,  i created. theres no going back from here.

Sorry