you should know now what I would say i cannot be engaged by the ambitions of man instead i live inside a song in front of a painting wading in the ocean at the bottom of a water fall in a state of constant inspiration by nature and the spirit of man feeling only how it came to this that we cannot overcome our differences yet in the moment of crescendo where harmony and color and tides and pools form it is there that we rise above human form and become spirit no longer what the eye may see or the mind may judge but instead only that known to God for only the truth will survive and before him we are all the same yet before each other we are different and difference becomes separation and separation becomes suspicion and suspicion becomes anger and anger becomes hate but my emotions are very close to my words what do you expect of me donβt you know by now?