There's something dangerous about listening to old love songs in the wee hours of the morning, when you have nothing to do but remember. These songs changed my life, and were there when I fell for him. This odd, handsome, frightening guy that became a part of my life, so unexpectedly. I'll never forget how nice he has been to me, and how he would stay up all night, drinking, and smoking and just being my companion when I needed one most. I never meant to fall in love, either did he. We never said it, it was just understood. Whatever it was, was beautiful. And helpful. I have never grown so much in just a few months.