Here I stand, gradually disintegrating just so I can remain whole. It’s interestingly sad to see how many people that are alive feel dead to me. Your kind words are smooth like a fresh cup of latté but I need something stronger to battle this heartache. Got nothing to read except the words I effortlessly wrote last night and a few James Patterson novels. Time is wasted so I patiently wait for the clock to get sober eventually. The sincerity of my words is embedded in the movement of my metaphors, similes, adjectives and verbs. I love waking up whole to the bonfire of a warm and loving soul. But you will eventually grow tired of me, somehow they all do. Everything is slowly falling apart, I just wish I had full control. All I can do is sit and helplessly watch while the debris flies over me. Here I stand, gradually disintegrating just so I can remain whole. I love waking up whole to the bonfire of a warm and loving soul. But I hope that you never grow tired of me unlike how everyone did.
Sometimes you need someone to be there for you through it all. Someone that won't give up on you.