if the world would only but fall away and i be left in the void such need for silence such need for still to be without without even the ... everything of everything or anything but mostly ... everything i used all my spoons and borrowed from tomorrow and some from Friday too too loud too hard too noise too sound too feel too many too hear too taste too sense too full too open too wide too much too much too much all i can do is close the door and be glad i can't get out