i got so lost that night
so lost
i cut all my hair off
i paced around my room
it felt so unfamiliar
the turf here was new
but in that being lost was something vaguely safe
it was like i was so lost that i was comfortable
i was so lost that i suddenly understood
that being completely lost is comforting
because finally
now that you know
at least you can start to find yourself
from ground zero