My heart aches not only from him. My heart aches knowing you love me. The way I love him. My heart aches seeing you in pain. The way I'm in pain. You deny the fact that you're hurting. I see through you. You tell me I'm wasting my time. I believe you are right. You tell me to give you a chance. I'm scared of ruining everything. You tell me you love me. But I love him. You always smile when you look at me. I notice because I see through your smiles. I'm sorry for hurting you. You tell me you love me. When I can't even love myself.