I miss the way you loved me,
Will I ever know that love again?
I wasted my energy on drugs and gambling problems, when you waited for me.. I was to busy fulfilling my selfish to do list..
Now realizing  what I had .

Oh my god I wish I could erase the past..
Redo the damage done
Think through the things I didn't know. .  I thought  that it would never be a different kind of truth

Facing reality I realized I'm burnt.
No more unconditional love from my sweetheart Eric.

His tears were over he wasn't going to take this anymore. He decided I'm not the one .. he didn't want to hurt any more. .

I broke his heart and seemed not to care and when my heart decided to try and can't seem to fight the tears I now cry..