I didn't really drink
Not until you
Until the vacancy of a life I'll never know appeared

I chase the sunset drenched in tequila
Hoping maybe I can wake up and you never existed
And I never made any choices

I gave you away to freedom
I gave you absolutely no pain
At least you'll never grow up and hate me

I'll wonder if you would have loved the dogs
If any of them would have claimed you as theirs
If you would have looked like me or him
If you would have liked ******-Doo as much as I did

But I don't regret
And I don't often dwell
On you and the person you could have been
Or who I would have became