You think you know love when you feel your stomach filled with butterflies. You think nothing is the same once you feel them fly. But one day you'll know love. Although those butterflies will die. They'll be replaced with little kicks That turn into a freshly mopped floor covered in tiny muddy footprints. True love is slow to anger. And it's crazy how your little one is part you and part someone once a stranger. With whom you now share a heart. That lives outside your body, adorable and smart. Now imagine, another little one your lover brought to you. Part him and part stranger but the Stanger isn't you. Imagine, if you can, You love them both the same. Such perfect little boys They will bring you many joys. But also much pain. Sometimes it feels like a push and a shove. But I promise you one day, you will know love. It will not sound like the "I love you" That your mother used to say. Or any of the sweet lies from before she gave you away. Or the love HE tried to show you when he snuck into your little bed. It won't feel like any untruth that he put into your head. You won't make your parents mistakes Because these boys were sent to you from your Father from above. So even when the thought shakes you, Don't be scared to love.