I don't want to get up today Why make the bed when I know I will just mess it up later? I just want to stay in the dark because I don't want the world to see me COFFEE! I NEED COFFEE NOW! I hope my shower washes away all of the uncomfortable feelings I am feeling right now Taylor Swift always makes everything better These jeans make my *** look big My hair is so frizzy I wish I looked cute bald Lipstick doesn't cure ugly but I can dream right? I wish I could physically jump into the book I am currently reading I don't want to go outside I feel sick This grocery store is making me claustrophobic I can't figure out where anything goes My head is full of chaos WRITING HELPS! I can't wait until my boyfriend comes home from work Doing the dishes is so therapeutic SERIOUSLY! IT'S THE BEST PART OF THE MOVIE DO I NEED TO HAVE A PANIC ATTACK NOW!!!???? I can't sit still Something is wrong I wonder if he thinks I'm fat I need to eat slow I hope this wine doesn't turn me into an alcoholic I wonder if I annoy my boyfriend I feel so **** and fat at the same time WHY CAN'T I JUST ENJOY THIS ICE CREAM?! It feels so good to laugh Don't stop BEDTIME! I'M DRAINED! I wonder if he wants to break up with me I can't sleep Anxiety won't let me
WRITTEN BY: Mandie Michelle Sanders WRITTEN ON: May 8 , 2016 Sunday 10:33 PM