I bear a hard ball within me, swollen with disease and alive with pregnancy, an alien thing grafted onto me by another and grown into me. its numerous offspring surge outward in crusty, scratchy waves, flooding my system with infection and attaching themselves to my being to run my innermost workings by remote control.
Dianne is my dumb, rotten 5-years-older ex-sister who I'm not like at all and who I always had to be growing up. This is a poem about what it does to kids to never be allowed to become themselves because their families are too busy making sure they turn into someone they're not.