Nightmares come to visit in teams which win right before the world reveals itself again. The black blanket that never seems to touch my skin feels cold as it trembles and longs for the warmth that radiates from the insides of her arms. I turn my head to her side of their bed, pillows still smell of her hair. For a split of a second, the lightning shed light on the emptiness of her shelves where her clothes and clutter belonged. Only shall my eyes rest again, when she returns.