"im here for you"
    "you're not alone"
         "you will always have me"

  ******* *******
When its 2:34am
    and self hate crawls up my throat
tearing its way out
and rips its way out my mouth
         in a deadly silent scream
i am alone.

when the blade starts tearing at
my skin
the cuts keep getting
deeper
          and there is no one
i am alone.

but the only real thing around me
    is the feeling
of the blood running down
my arms
  'i am alone'
you say you are there,   but your not.



        i am Alone.