I love you so much, that I think you’ll hate me When I **** in trying to be helpful Instead I get into **** that’s none of my business When I hesitate to tell you something I wait days, or till the last minute And ******* the devil would be scared by your anger You make me go higher, get stronger, be kinder But...is it just because you expect me to? I can’t breath, air too hot for my lungs I feel anything but disgust at myself for being a mistake I can’t see cuz of these tears These ******* ******* tears I love you so, so, so much Yet, your love makes me afraid of you Cuz I think I’ll never deserve it