after midnight in a town we’ve never been we have miles floating off our backs and miles reaching out with their long ghostly fingernails to pull us back to somewhere we know there’s a thousand tapping fingers on steering wheels owned by hands we will never hold but i can’t but wonder what brought them here why they’re driving down the same streets as us who were they with before they left so late how were they feeling when the door closed and how are they feeling now that their brakes go on and off like a warning signal or a stone message what sorts of waves are pulling up on the small bumps of their forearms how much longer until we get home and are we witnessing a final stretch or a final attempt at escape there’s no way of ever knowing so the window remains slightly cracked and i’m breathing in love like being shown something so wonderful like i somehow swallowed hope and fear and can now only wait