I was blind once Now, I look back and see I was a dunce I once saw the world full of puppies and rainbows Now all I see is me being alone I once saw the world through the eyes of a child Now, that child is grown and no longer smiles I once looked back at all those good times Now, I look back to all my past crimes I once laughed with my friends for no reason at all Now, I sit there like an emotionless doll I once was afraid of death Now, I am ready to take my final breath