I thought I had everything I wanted, actually I did had everything, but everything was nothing. I wanted to be just an average girl, but my dreams were too much for me to be average, even I, myself felt too burden by everything happening around me. everyone thinks you're having it easy until you're one cigarette away from drying, only then do people see you're human too.
the truth makes us numb. we get so tone when people tell us how selfish we are, but sometimes we're not the selfish ones. life just happens.