And I walked through the fire and watched everything I held so tight burn Warm hearts consumed by flame and that's how I learned That the fire's been inside of me all along That the fight has been what's been keeping me strong Don't tell me I'm wrong I know I know I know I'm right And you do too. And what did you expect from me? To quietly mold into the shape you liked best To forfeit my destiny and roll over and sit back like the rest I am not like those other girls before I am not going to give myself up anymore Not going to sit back shut up watch you dictate my place I don't know what you wanted but I'm not just another pretty face And it may not seem like some new reveltation but I am not some gentle flame I am not some timid child waiting for you desperately to call my name I don't wait for anything or anyone anymore Is my spirit still gentle? Is my love still the same? Is the change in me frightening? because I'm not the same I'm not the same I'm not the same Let the flames wrap around my limbs and take you far away from me Let fire consume all impurities and old scars until I am free And I am free Free Free to be Free from you and free from the fear of me I was once blind but now I see, I am who I need to be.
I'm trying to write the songs and poems I need to sing and read over myself.