I was never really close to the place You used to tear your heart open You claim You think if you put on thick skin We'll turn a blind eye We'll be so hurt That we will leave you alone As we sulk and lick our wounds And we will cry to our pillows About how stupid we were to hurt you As you laugh and you live Your new life (Without strife) You left that all behind when you left us out dry But we aren't crying Or dying Or beginning good byes But we're sighing And trying To start again