I hold my breath
I stop my heart
I make it all up

I am lazy, not sick
I've never been in an emergency
I make it all up

I derive it all from the media
All the things I've read and watched
Huge inspiration

I try dark, it is cool
I try blade, it is sharp
So hip, I am not insane

I am bad at driving, not reckless
Some nights I try to be good and stay
Inside a plastic bag, pills down with soda