This Is What It Feels Like
by darlingdominique
This is what it feels like.
Scorching summer day, windows down, music blasting.
You never wore your seatbelt,
Hair always whipped around in the wind,
Teeth always reflecting off the hot summer sun.
You were always wild.
Never following rules,
Always bending them,
Always till they broke.
I admired that about you, I could never be like that.
This is what it feels like.
Fast cars in cool summer nights.
Breeze caressing our faces like a
Lost lover coming back after a long winter.
This is what it feels like.
Tires gliding on pavement.
Feeling joy kissed
And eager to be young.
This is what it feels like.
Bright lights flashing,
Horns blaring,
Tire skids.
A pain so sharp and swift like the crack of a whip.
Glass popping,
Seatbelt burns.
Black.
This is what it feels like.
"Accident on highway 610."
Static.
"One casualty. Female."
Static.
This is what it feels like.
"We are gathered here today to celebrate the life of..."
This is what it feels like.
Mourning love and loss.
This is what it feels like.
I know heaven would treat her well.
I can only imagine it smells like lavender and
The lights are so bright,
Yet so soft it makes you feel like
You're in a dream world.
I miss you.
But I know sometimes when it rains and the
Clouds part open in the most curious of ways
When the sun shines through the breaks,
It's you telling me you're alright.
I know now there's no fear of bright headlights,
Only a captivating eternal glow
Captured in the lens of forever.
And I imagine when the rain is warm and rolls off of my arms
That if you touched me,
This is what it'd feel like.