Riding down this old dirt road Music loud and windows down Wind blowing through my hair And wiping away my frown I turn down the road heading to the lake The place of my youth and my dreams Where laughter of long ago And wonderful memories stream My childhood was filled with adventure First boyfriends and kisses in the pines Camp outs and bonfires, rock pits and games Yet I felt alone and afraid and confined I ran from the place where once I was safe Searching for a way to find peace Alcohol, drugs and a life filled with shame Did not the self loathing cease That was a time as well long ago With many a story between The things in my life that have brought me to now My life I still work to preen I no longer fight the things of my past The lessons I've opened and learned Which brought me back here, the place of my home With honor and respect now earned June 2, 2016