an early escape and the week slips by. a year now, this person, this professional. a mask most days, after years of silent obscurity. experienced beyond academic measure friction and backlash. but so what a rock that's never been rubbed? time marched its cadence, the past season folding in on itself with little evidence of any living. december's throes long forgotten as those pristine sheets fade the ocean existed then and there was optimism. laughter of course, because there never really was. a long goodbye as a creative cork. but the surface reappeared, as it always does and the bobbing slowed; shift. finally time contracts exposes its tears to the open eye. souls fall away and mood affects the framework. wanderers passed, their souls sticky and spring bounced onto stage. suddenly the weekend looms, and visitors promised. the sound in the room slows and the realization of present creeps back in on an endless loop.