I haven't really been acquainted with happiness Pain and suffering is what i've mostly felt In fact....truth be told It is grief that has kept me alive My existence is pretty much defined by it And yet somewhere inside of me there still resides this little hope A hope that things will improve A hope that my life will get better A hope that i will get to taste happiness before i die And it is hope that doesn't let me die You see hope is a pretty powerful source of motivation But it is an equally dangerous thing For when hope dies A part of your soul dies But the heart is too naive to understand all these things Like an adamant fighter it continues to hope