May 2016
-
bud and coffee
2 am
this hopeless feeling
sinking in
--
my mind is racing
going nowhere
a sense of dread is hanging
in the stale and sticky air
---
I feel a chill
I can't explain
as my head starts to ring
I feel a set of eyes on me
and I can hear her screams
----
and there's nobody else here
but
I'm still not by myself
because I can still hear her voice
still crying out for help
-----
I see her tears
I hear her cries
I feel all of the hate
I feel the disappointment from
* when I came back too late
------
I feel her eyes upon me
as they burn into my soul
I feel the pain I caused her*
as it's darkening my soul
-------
see shadows racing
through my house
or are they in my head??
I wonder if I've made
some sort of contact with the dead
--------
should be in bed
3 hours ago
I know this much for certain
or should I smoke another bowl
*and watch the blinds and curtains?
bud and coffee
2 am
this hopeless feeling
sinking in
--
my mind is racing
going nowhere
a sense of dread is hanging
in the stale and sticky air
---
I feel a chill
I can't explain
as my head starts to ring
I feel a set of eyes on me
and I can hear her screams
----
and there's nobody else here
but
I'm still not by myself
because I can still hear her voice
still crying out for help
-----
I see her tears
I hear her cries
I feel all of the hate
I feel the disappointment from
* when I came back too late
------
I feel her eyes upon me
as they burn into my soul
I feel the pain I caused her*
as it's darkening my soul
-------
see shadows racing
through my house
or are they in my head??
I wonder if I've made
some sort of contact with the dead
--------
should be in bed
3 hours ago
I know this much for certain
or should I smoke another bowl
*and watch the blinds and curtains?
