"Why do you think about death so much?" My mother says to me one evening as I eat a cobb salad. My mother is imaginary. In this dream, I come up with some funny rhetoric and she laughs a pearly laugh and suddenly I'm 12 again:
My childhood best friend snorts milk out of her nose and this makes her laugh more. I don't understand what's so funny. Suddenly she stops and looks at me with doe eyes. "Why do you think about death so much?"